lost...

Is another day again... and i found out that the girl i confess to turns out to have a boyfriend already.. but she acts like don't have any... WHY! WHY! made me waste my time on her. IS NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR! i can't believe that i totally became a loser from that onwards... now i get rejected the 11th time and i still thinks i succeeded.. WTF! i am a loser... :(